I found myself

tearing up during the simulation lab session this afternoon.

and during Microbiology this morning.

and the night before.

I don't know why.

You say this is for a new start. I don't think I can.



I don't think I can eat our favorite ice-cream alone.

I don't think I can let a day go by without thinking of all the things we did together, and the to-do-list we never got around to finish.

I will never forgive myself for giving you such a hard time, all the time.



And whenever the rare occasion that we do talk on the phone nowadays, I still pause for a while before I hang up, just in case you wanted to say that you love me.
Like you always did.