Entertainment of the day Part 2

I spent new year's day staring into space

watching the fireworks display that is.

Marilyn Bin Manson HAHAHA =.=

Now I'm 70% deaf so you're gonna have to speak up the next time I see you.



Tell Laura I Love Her by Ray Peterson, one of the MANY oldies I know by heart. Sometimes I'm not even sure I'm 20. Shouldn't I be in love with Akon or Pitbull?

Pfft Pitbull. What kind of shitty name is that anyway.

Entertainment of the day

Rumpelstilskin was so horrible I just HAD to finish watching it. Believe it or not the first thing I took notice of is Rumpelstilskin's teeth. Why am I not surprised.

My dad and I spent the afternoon pointing out all the unrealistic events of the movie.

In this movie, Rumpelstilskin comes back to life from the 1400's and still wants a baby FYI in the original fairytale he was promised a baby in return of spun gold. So he sets out chasing this woman who has a baby. Obviously woman runs.

Rumpelstiltskin has good motor skills. Either that or a steed from the 1400's has the same working mechanism of a monster truck of the 1990's. He jalan tempang-tempang can drive ha. Can drift somemore. AND all of a sudden he smokes cigars.



Excuse my English today. So datin-cina-in-pasar. Anyways.

Don't be alarmed he's more normal than he really looks.

For the past few days I've been hanging out with my brother. Being true to my cougar self I also asked him to bring some of his cute 18 year old friends Jacob and Ong. Suddenly, being 20 felt like the new 50. gahh.

Current obsession, buttons!

They were hilarious. Their voices have not even matured completely so when they talk you can still hear their voices suddenly go off into a high pitched tone.
And they were very polite. They called me Aunty.

This year.

Close your eyes
Clear your heart
Let it go.


Look who I found. If I don't wear my glasses, he looks so much like my friend Duncan. Yes I've decided if I can't have you, I'll go on cougar mode=.=

Karishma's last day in AIMST. Jan 09

This year I found the worst and the best of myself.

Valentine's Day, KL. Feb 09

I never knew I could be so judgemental about people I hardly knew. I always saw the worst in them and never remembered what makes them special.

Dai Shan's birthday. March 09

I think I got better at dancing. Probably an STD I got from Peta and Dai Shan =P

ADSAlympic in AIMST. April 09

I understood the need to have friends that I can always count on. Because you don't live in this world alone. Bottling up is no good. All you get are swollen eyes and bad marks for simulation lab assessments.

The day we decided to wear white. May 09

I can edit 110 Pathology slides in 5 minutes. Top that! HAH!

Last day of BDS first year. June 09

My hair grew longer. Slightly.

D's convocation. July 09

My technological skills have improved.

5 hour hike with friends. Aug 09

For the first time in a very long time, I feel more comfortable being myself around people.

Trip to Perlis. Sept 09

This is the year I've gossiped and bitched talked the most. Wasn't really like that before.

Because I always take pictures of you eating. Oct 09

Did the most courageous thing during my teenage life only to end up engulfed in its aftermath.

Hatyai. Nov 09

This is also the year I laughed the most. Cried the most.

My favorite place in AIMST. Dec 09

I got better at Typing Maniac=.=

Your call

was all I needed to feel better.

Jeannette Wong 1A HAHAHAHA

Timothy I cannot believe that my piece of Pendidikan Seni work SEVEN years ago is currently residing in Wichita, Kansas.

If you ask me now I think it looks like a microscopic view of granuloma.

I remember Cikgu Maulana taught us how to do this. Drip oil-based colour into water then let your paper float on the water so it soaks up all the colour. I thought that was pretty enough but we had to make a collage. Mine was one screwed up cactus. What was yours?


What does it take to come up with a head turner? Apparently it's us.

The 5 of us went for a movie and I was surprised at how much attention we got. People stared at us like we were barking cats with webbed feet walking on our hind legs. Because we were different. Because people like them don't normally hang out with people like us.

But we are a lot the same.

Smile

when your heart is breaking.


I plan to rob the dental tech lab. For acrylic. Anyone wants in?



If you have not noticed, I recently laid down coloured fabric-like material on my table. 4 colours for RM14. I think it's absurd to spend that amount on something non-living. It's not like the table feels prettier. It won't thank me.


Jeannette fun fact # 613
I have pores the size of China. And the blackheads I culture are just about the population of the country too.


I've sunk real low today. Went on Google and let my fingers type for lame pick up lines. Here's one.

I've got a thirst baby, and you smell like my Gatorade.

HAHA.

I found myself

tearing up during the simulation lab session this afternoon.

and during Microbiology this morning.

and the night before.

I don't know why.

You say this is for a new start. I don't think I can.



I don't think I can eat our favorite ice-cream alone.

I don't think I can let a day go by without thinking of all the things we did together, and the to-do-list we never got around to finish.

I will never forgive myself for giving you such a hard time, all the time.



And whenever the rare occasion that we do talk on the phone nowadays, I still pause for a while before I hang up, just in case you wanted to say that you love me.
Like you always did.

Underneath this smile

I am pale. bland. tasteless.

and you shouldn't have to read about my low self esteem and me dwelling in self pity.

I dread being alone. But I shut the entire world out.

I've lived in my own bubble for so long that I got complacent. I don't know how to move on. Didn't think I had to.


In my mind runs every single thought about everything that happens around me. But neither can I swallow them down or throw them out.


All this while I thought I have finally found solid ground.
But what I'm standing on is now sinking in.

Feelings, suppressed.

It's much easier to fall asleep lately because I've been so busy preparing for Dental Dinner, assignments, studies and helping my brother out with debate. And also this cough I have has been wearing me down.

Sorry classmates the notes that I bring you daily are probably infected. You'd probably want to sterilize them or something.

Jeannette fun fact #123
I used to rare chickens and guinea pigs.

Meet Patches. All it ever did was eat squeal defecate. I bathed him/her once a week and blow dried its fur. I remember telling it to wish me luck on my first day of SPM.

The good thing about having a dad who works close with nature (he's in the agriculture line) is that you will never run out of random animals in a box as a weekend surprise. I loved it. Once he brought me a stray that looked like a retriever puppy. Later on there would be a guinea pig.



When I was younger he had a seaweed business in the middle of the sea. He hired workers to take care of the seaweed, set up a hut for them to rest. It was beautiful.



Every other weekend he'd take us there in his speedboat. I'd swim around in the coral reef. Go fishing. See dolphins I SHIT YOU NOT. Pee in a bottle because dad didn't build a toilet. Got a tan.

I don't remember the names of my brother's collection of Budgerigars. But he circus trained them to fly in a circle and land on his calender. GOOD GOD WE SOUND LIKE FREAKS.

My brother loves animals a little bit too much. Probably loves them more than his own girlfriend. He dropped one of my guinea pigs before, its tooth chipped off.

Guinea pig died the next day, cat took a swing at it.

We will all be alright

Somehow.

Lately I've been so unmotivated and uninspired that I can't even find the will and strength to floss. I've flossed my teeth since Tamadun Mesopotamia okay, now I broke that sacred chain.
If this goes on I'd probably not wash my hair that often.



So what does it take to find footing once again?


The cavity restoration session I had the other day was surprisingly therapeutic. Half an hour before that I was the scorned woman scowling at people to hand in Microbiology lab reports.


Sitting at the cafeteria talking about how Aimee's dog came about wearing the cone of shame.


Making a birthday card for a friend and anticipating the surprise when he gets it.


Stumbling upon random information. Did you know that the very gorgeous British singer Jay Sean's real name is Kamaljit Singh Jhooti. In all honesty if he stuck to his real name his singing career would so tidak menjadi loh.