Tell me something you know to be true.

This is a popsicle. Yup so now kids can lie to their mums that they've eaten their fruits. I guess this is the new marketing strategy to make ice confectionery more appealing. Never buying it again.

The telly was a really big distraction at ke ke and dao zhuo's housewarming. Ever since I started living in a hostel, I've only watched 30 days worth of tv in a year. So we were all glued to it for 2 hours, nevermind that the show was a really outdated movie about a witch that spits snakes. This new tv that my dad got back home, yeah still can't operate the remote.

This, I can't even talk about. Congratulations Timmy the aeronautical engineer!

I recently issued my first partial denture. Felt good to give someone a better smile(though i personally felt she had a better smile without teeth). Felt even better when she was happy to wear it.

This gold medal is mine. 22 years of not knowing how a basketball looks like and I made the faculty team. Nevermind that I only played a little, I took it very seriously. I pissed off an IMU girl with my god-like blocking skills.

Inflammed, or already in flames?

To break the monotony of the day I'd go jog a little, only to walk around in circles around the track. Listening to the same songs I've had in my ipod for the past 6 months. But quite frankly that's not how just today went, it feels like I've been at this for as long as I can remember.

Where do I go now?

I have too big an ego to admit that I am just as selfish as I portray others to be. I could never be the bigger person although I tell you I'm okay with it. And even if I wasn't you'd think I'd be. Because I made you believe that this time, it'll be different. Together, we'd be different.

Somebody warned me that I'd regret. I don't. Because if I did I wouldn't miss you. Not in this ridiculous amount, not this painful.

But right now, I am just angry. Angry that I continue to hurt you even when there's nothing wrong to begin with. Enraged because I didn't learn from my mistakes.

But right now, more than anything else in the world, I'd want you to tell me it'll be okay.

Sometimes i wonder if you know.

In movies, when the scar faced somebody calls the father to ask a ransom for his hot daughter, they'd call and just say where and when to meet. They also say it really fast because they wouldn't want the FBI to trace them.

And normally this place is just somewhere really obvious. An abandoned warehouse. Or the 2nd dustbin opposite the public toilet across the building with a door near the sea. Give it to the penguin.

It's never really just: put the money at the Ramli burger stall. That would be a little difficult to comprehend.

That's just about as off putting as when you've watched 541 episodes of cantonese drama that leads to the ultimate scene where the father of the child is finally revealed. Thanks to bad timing the subtitle appears first and you get to find out even before the child in the scene knows.

Just among the many worldly issues that matter to me.